I’m going to give organizing my mental database a try here. The aim is to pick one broad topic each month and cycle through them in a year. I’m doing it the way nurses and doctors are taught to do it: head to toe.
Physical assessments have to go from head to toe, every time, without exception. This makes use of the brain’s basic tendency to work in patterns. If you assess every patient from head to toe, every time, then the variances are easier to find (because your brain is so dialed into what to expect at that point in the pattern) and it’s a lot easier to get to a sound differential diagnosis.
If I go to the doctor with a sore knee, the doctor is still going to notice my level of consciousness, attachment to or detachment from my environment, track my gaze and whether the sides of my face are more or less equal, differentiate how much of my limp is because my knee hurts and whether any of it is because my balance is off (all of that is about the brain), notice my breathing pattern (lungs), become aware of blood- flow problems (heart) showing up in my skin, and checking to see if I’m “splinting” or bracing against pain or weakness in my abdomen (g.i/g.u. systems) and hips (ortho, right above the knee).
An experienced doctor does most of this in 1 to 3 seconds, because it’s a head- to- toe assessment every single time and they can just let their pattern-matching brain (which is powerful and primal) take care of it and send up a flag to their conscious mind if anything is abnormal.
The medical term for “head to toe” is “cephalocaudal”, which literally means “head to tail”… but humans don’t have much in the way of tails, and our bodies keep going for quite a ways after them. I’d love to hear from my Latin-knowledgeable readers what the term should be!
I’m recovering from a migraine, which is very on-topic, but I’m not yet up to writing much. I thought I’d introduce this new structure, which I hope will be a bit simpler and less overwhelming than “what am I wrestling with right now that I could usefully write about?” There’s so much to write about, it magnifies the intransigence of the empty page. (Writers know what that’s like.)
This is about the messy intersection of CRPS & the mechanical aspects of central nervous system dysfunction, and dealing with those effects.
I’m writing through the waunnng, waunnng, waunnng of a ringing headache. I’m hoping that if I hydrate, urinate, and (carefully) ambulate enough, it’ll pass faster. We shall see. Meantime, I’ll do my best to pass on some useful info.
The brain and spine are supposed to float in cerebrospinal fluid. We are supposed to stay hydrated enough to keep those sensitive tissues from grounding out.
We have 2 kidneys – each one capable of filtering twice the water we actually need – as a practical accommodation for the fact that, throughout history, most water was filthy and needed lots of filtering.
We have 4 times the kidney power we need for a busy, messy lifetime. We’re supposed to use them! The more we use them, the healthier they can stay. They love to do their job.
When we’re properly hydrated, our brains and spines can float comfortably in their spaces. When they float comfortably, they have plenty of shock absorption protecting them.
Spinal care
Dr Faye Weinstein taught me an important part of brain & spine care.
I had too little cartilage in my knees, so I had developed the habit of dropping into chairs instead of using my legs to lower myself neatly.
She hated that. She visibly flinched, and one day she finally cried out in audible distress, “Stop doing that!”
I stopped doing that.
Just as she had predicted, my baseline level of misery became less.
Once I was out of the habit of dropping into chairs, then, when I did it again, it caused headaches and sometimes back pain (depending on my hydration, of course). I was no longer used to enduring this as part of my daily quorum of yuk.
That was (checks watch) over 10 years ago. My brain and spine, oddly enough, haven’t gotten any younger since then.
Yesterday (after a couple of days of being “too busy” to hydrate properly), while I was turning to admire something across the street (a boat or a building; I forget which)… I stepped off a step I hadn’t noticed. One step down, caught myself, barely stumbled, no harm done. Massaged my neck a bit, to ease the slight jamming on one side. In my formerly healthy system, that would have been that. Probably would have forgotten about it instantly.
But now is different.
It took 10 minutes for the icky feeling to set in at my low back and back of head. It took a little over 2 hours for the whole brain-fog and uncontrolled body pain to take hold. Chronic CRPS really is wired into the whole neurological system, and one of the hallmarks is how the spine takes on an anti-life of its own in the face of any signs of disrespect.
Clearly, my spine felt seriously disrespected.
Content warning – skip this description if you’re squeamish about pain:
We know that I have no effective pain control left to me, with genetic tweaks making narcotics disgusting (they make the pain worse, cause untreatable nausea, and trigger horrific mood swings), and mast-cell activation making NSAIDS unbearable (they cause a soft-tissue-wide inflammatory pain, making it feel like shards of hot glass are hammered into all my cells).
So, how to approach this?
There’s a super-concentrated lemon balm extract that helps calm down inflamed nerves. Lemon balm has been used to calm nerve inflammation & pain for, approximate thousands of years.
Since all the nerves coming out of my spine are feeling very hot right now, I’m taking that about every 8 hours.
Note: check this against your meds, especially with GABAnergics. Ask your pharmacist to check their standard herb-drug interaction charts.
Pain salve on my spine and up my neck before bed, and also on arms/ shoulders and hips once I tried to sleep, helped noticeably.
It was a rocky night, but I’ve been getting as much water down as my tummy will tolerate and, now that my kidneys have been flushed 3 times, the headache is noticeably easing.
Conclusion
We can’t be alert every second. Our senses are so distracting at the best of times. Finding ways to manage these impacts is unspeakably important.
Long-term pain patients tend to get self-concerned to a degree that could be obnoxious normally, but it’s a legitimate self-care attribute in a life where one wrong move or one wrong exposure can destroy weeks or months of work.
Image by neurollero on flickr, CC share-alike attribution license.
One benefit of this self-attention is learning how to manage and mitigate the problems that arise by catching them early, and sharing the info in the hope that it’ll do some other painee or their caretakers some good. We have to learn from each other. Nobody else is as qualified.
